Hey guys,
I am so sorry that I have been MIA for a looooonnnnnnggggg time but things are
getting a little busy for me nowadays.
I have
been reading like crazy. I am trying to read work stuff, post graduate stuff
(yeah, I have started a post graduate course finally and I have loads to read. I
have not officially started reading but I really, really need to start), personal/emotional stuff too……whew!
So much to read and also I have to go to work and eat and live in a clean house
and have a sound mind. I am telling you guys it ain’t easy at all.
I have
tried organizing my life into a time table but I don’t know how good it is cos
some days it works and some days I couldn’t be bothered. Hopefully by God’s
Grace I would find a way to balance everything without breaking down.
I don’t
know how I would be able to keep writing on this blog. I really hope the idea
that I have been thinking about would work. I would start tomorrow and if it
works I would let y’all know.
Right now
I am a little unhappy cos I am not pleased with my friend right now. He said
something and I don’t think I can forgive him that easily. And before you guys
start thinking all sorts, he is just a friend. A very good friend or so I thought.
We keep butting our heads like crazy. It is the same things/characters that made us get close that seem to be tearing us apart. I guess it is time for our friendship to take a break. I really do think the best thing for me right now is to kick him out of my life or simply
stop talking to him. I know I might feel sad and guilty that I am not talking
to him but the way I see it, I have 2 choices: continue talking to him and keep
butting heads every day or stop talking to him and have peace.
I think
I would try the latter option. That is my only choice right now (at least that
is what I feel). Oh well, let’s see if my idea works.
I gotta
go. I have a new policy now. Sleep early, wake up early (at 5:30am) and hopefully
make it to work early.
Luv ya
guys,
Petite
Diva.
All the best dear in your new plan! i planned to stop planning except it's utterly necessary :D .... as for your friend, i don't think you should shut him off just yet maybe he wants to take it further but doesnt know how to begin so everything just goes bad. Try telling him what you think and how he gets on your nerves. then come to an agreement. other wise if each time you get a great friend and they get on your nerves you decide to throw them off then you may end up alone mostly.
ReplyDeletei do wish you all the best. Love you Diva <3
I would try to do what you suggested but my friend is such a drama king which is strange cos i am used to being the one with all the drama. How r u?
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