Hey guys, I am so sorry that I have been MIA for a looooonnnnnnggggg time but things are getting a little busy for me nowadays.
I have been reading like crazy. I am trying to read work stuff, post graduate stuff (yeah, I have started a post graduate course finally and I have loads to read. I have not officially started reading but I really, really need to start), personal/emotional stuff too……whew! So much to read and also I have to go to work and eat and live in a clean house and have a sound mind. I am telling you guys it ain’t easy at all.
I have tried organizing my life into a time table but I don’t know how good it is cos some days it works and some days I couldn’t be bothered. Hopefully by God’s Grace I would find a way to balance everything without breaking down.
I don’t know how I would be able to keep writing on this blog. I really hope the idea that I have been thinking about would work. I would start tomorrow and if it works I would let y’all know.
Right now I am a little unhappy cos I am not pleased with my friend right now. He said something and I don’t think I can forgive him that easily. And before you guys start thinking all sorts, he is just a friend. A very good friend or so I thought. We keep butting our heads like crazy. It is the same things/characters that made us get close that seem to be tearing us apart. I guess it is time for our friendship to take a break. I really do think the best thing for me right now is to kick him out of my life or simply stop talking to him. I know I might feel sad and guilty that I am not talking to him but the way I see it, I have 2 choices: continue talking to him and keep butting heads every day or stop talking to him and have peace.
I think I would try the latter option. That is my only choice right now (at least that is what I feel). Oh well, let’s see if my idea works.
I gotta go. I have a new policy now. Sleep early, wake up early (at 5:30am) and hopefully make it to work early.
Luv ya guys,