|Feel like this today....|
However as fab and glamorous as they make it I know there had been a lot of work for them to get to this point. As much as I love blogging some days I am just not interested in coming here. I know I should but some sort of laziness sets in my bones and I avoid blogging for days.
Right now I don't feel like writing but watching the program reminded me that to be a success you have to continue struggling no matter what. Sometimes when I talk to myself to pick up my phone or laptop to write I begin to think of why I blog. It is really discouraging to spend so much on internet and so much time and not get a bit of encouragement back.
When I see comments and views I am encouraged but I would like to also make enough to pay for my internet. I know that I shouldn't look at blogging like that but sometimes it is hard not to. Especially when you calculate your internet bill.
Oh well, I hope I would be able to kick this feeling away soon. Maybe it is because I am already sad about some things right now. A family member totally ruined my yesterday and today. She has totally ruined some of my plans and I have no clue what I am going to do right now. I am trusting God to make a way. It is all good though. It only makes the testimony greater.
That is all for today guys. I hope I am more cheerful next time.
Thanks for checking up on me guys.